3hari lagi :)

apa kaitan dengan tiga hari lagi dalam hidup aku ? I'll be turning NINETEEN ! nineteen okey , bukan twelve ke hape , sembilanbelas , huhu .. terasa dah tua diri ini :) bebanyakkan syukur ke hadrat Illahi sebab masih bagi aku peluang untuk menghirup udara dari-Nya .. syukur sebab masih 'sewa'kan aku dengan nyawa yang datang dari-Nya .. hari ni , 24januari , genap lah 12hari kami break .. okehh , takmau ingat .. aku yang sakit hati kang .. hari ni ada perarakan MaulidurRasul yang ke 1434 Hijrah , Alhamdulillah semua handsome and comel jea pakai baju melayu and baju kurung hari ni :) macam raya , serius :) kami pusing satu kolej sambil berselawat beramai ramai tadi , and aku agak sedih bila dah last last tuu , dengar seretan selipar lagi kuat dari selawat .. mana pergi semangat ummat Muhammad nihh , Junjungan Besar kita mesti sedih kalau tau hampa perangai camni , sambil berarak boleh menyembang :) come on lah , bukan selalu hampa nak sambut MaulidurRasul ni ,setahun sekali jahhh .. hermm , after perarakan , kami beramai ramai dengar ceramah kat masjid kolej yang agak lama aku tak kunjungi ( pergi time jumaat jaa ) not bad laa ustaz tuu siap bawa Canon EOS 60D lagi tadi , perghh hebat ustad nii siap dia cakap ada Nikon D80 lagi kat rumah .. aku ni pun tunggu masa jaa kamera nak keluar kedai .. Alhamdulillah , berkat doa and kesabaran aku jugak selama ni , InsyaAllah hari lahit aku yang ke19 ni jugak aku akan dapat my first DSLR :) cant wait to use it .. maybe cuti midsem ni dapat lah , but before cuti ni , UPS2 pulokk .. agak menakutkan disitu sebab aku tak cover apaa lagi sejak masuk sini haritu :( kena study ni , kesian lah kat mama dah kasi apa aku nak tapi dia tak dapat lagi apa dia nak dari aku :( mama , maafkan affif sebab tak dapat tunaikan permintaan mama , but insyaAllah i'll try my best :) okey lah semua , jaga diri :) 

Salam :)

#Lirik lagu aku nak kongsi dengan korang hari ni agak berlainan sebab ni lagu korea yang sangat aku minat and maybe the first and last sebab ada kisah disebalik lagu ni :)

MONSTER by BigBang :)

[T.O.P]

Oraen-maniya mot bon sa-i geudaen eol-ku-ri chowa boyeo

Yeppeojyeot-da neon hangsang nae nunen wonrae kowah boyeo

[G-Dragon]

Keunde oneul-ttara jo-geum talla boyeo yunanhi mwonka deo cha-gawo boyeo

Nareul boneun nunbichi dongjeonge kadeuk cha-isseo ne apeseo nan ja-ga boyeo

[T.O.P] Kwaehn-chanheun cheogaesseo daehwah-jujereul bakkwobeoryeo

[G-Dragon] Mudko shipeun ma-reun manheunde neon ttag jallabeoryeo

[T.O.P] Ne gin meorin challanggeoryeo nae bo-reul ttaerigon seuchyeojina

[G-Dragon] Dwiido-raseon godjang kabeoryeo yeo-giseo neol jabeumyeon useuwojina

[Taeyang]

Amu maldo tteo-oreuji anh-jyo tteolmyeonseo neon handu balchag dwiiro

Ijen nae-ga museopdan geu mal nal michike haneun neoran tal

[Daesung]

I love you baby i’m not a monster

Neon al-janha yejeon nae moseubeul shi-gani chinamyeon sarajyeo beoril tende keu ttaen al tende baby

[Taeyang]

I need you baby i’m not a monster

Nal al-janha ireohke kajima neo majeo beorimyeon nan jugeobeoril tende i’m not a monster

[Seungri]

Museun ili isseodo yeongwonhaja-go seulpeul ttaedo gippeul ttaedo kkeut-kkaji haja-go

You don’t say that tomorrow oneu-ri majimagin geotcheoreom sarang-haja-go

[G-Dragon]

Neo eom-neun salmeun jongshinhyeong sesanggwah danjeoldwaeh dol jikyeon-giya

Neoran jonjae-neun gojilbyeong shiryeonye yeonsong ma-eum song miryeoniya

[T.O.P]

Sesangsaramdeu-ri nae-ge dollin deung modeun geo-shi bebe kkoyeoit-deon nun-chorideul

Nae-ge kajang keun apeumeun (apeumeun) ni-ga keudeul katajyeot-dan geotppun

[Daesung]

I love you baby i’m not a monster

Neon al-janha yejeon nae moseubeul shi-gani chinamyeon sarajyeo beoril tende keu ttaen al tende baby

[Taeyang]

I need you baby i’m not a monster

Nal al-janha ireohke kajima neomajeo beorimyeon nan jugeobeoril tende i’m not a monster

[Seungri]

Kajima kajima kajima tteonaji mara

Hajima hajima hajima neo katjianha

[Daesung] Meo-reojin chaero sarangeun geolleojin chaero

[Seungri]

Chajjima chajjima chajjima nal chajji mara

Majimag majimag majimang ne ape seo i-nneun

[Taeyang] Nae moseubeul giyeo-khaejwo nari-jji marajwo

[Daesung]

I love you baby i’m not a monster

Neon al-janha yejeon nae moseubeul shi-gani chinamyeon sarajyeo beoril tende keu ttaen al tende baby

[Taeyang]

I need you baby i’m not a monster

Nal al-janha ireohke kajima neo majeo beorimyeon nan jugeobeoril tende i’m not a monster

[G-Dragon]

I think i’m sick i think i’m sick

I think i’m sick i think i’m sick

English

It’s been a while since we’ve met

Your face looks good

You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes

But today you look a bit different

You look especially a bit cold

Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity

In front of you, I seem smaller

I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject

Though I had so much I wanted to ask you

You cut me off right away

Your long hair flowing

As it hit my cheek and passed away

You turn away and left right away

If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?

Nothing comes to my mind

As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back

You say that I scare you now

You’re like a moon that makes me go crazy

I love you baby I’m not a monster

You know how I was in the past

When time passes, it’ll all disappear

Then you will know baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster

You know me so don’t leave like this

If even you throw me away, I will die

I’m not a monster

No matter what happens, let’s be forever

When we’re sad, when we’re happy, let’s go till the end

You don’t say that tomorrow

Let’s love like today is the last

A life without you is like an imprisonment for life

An extinction from the world to the point where I’d go crazy

Your existence is a chronic disease, a repitition of pain

You’re a lingering attachment in my heart

The people of the world have turned their backs against me

The corners of their eyes are all twisted up

The greatest pain to me,

Is the fact that you became the same as them

I love you baby I’m not a monster

You know how I was in the past

When time passes, it’ll all disappear

Then you will know baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster

You know me so don’t leave like this

If even you throw me away, I will die

I’m not a monster

Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me

Don’t do it, don’t do it, don’t do it, it’s not like you

Getting farther away, love is breaking apart

Don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t look for me

The last, last, last image of me in front of you – remember that

Don’t forget me

I love you baby I’m not a monster

You know how I was in the past

When time passes, it’ll all disappear

Then you will know baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster

You know me so don’t leave like this

If even you throw me away, I will die

I’m not a monster

I think I’m sick

I think I’m sick

I think I’m sick

I think I’m sick